2E 385
The sun shone bright and warm in the sky above the Temple of
Vita that Lia called home. The gardens outside the temple walls were bursting
with life of all sorts, as suited the Goddess of Life. The wildflowers and
thorny weeds of the garden were deemed just as worthy of Vita’s gift as any
other creature, plant, or organism that called Honosreach home. Lia was one of
many children that also called the lush, fertile, temple home. She loved to
spend her time by the large pond that resided within the temple’s gardens. Each
of the many ducks that called the area home during the summer months had been
given a name by the creative child. She was currently picking apart the remains
of her lunch and throwing it to the ducks. As she threw a particularly large
chunk of bread to a mother duck and her parade of ducklings, an opportunistic fish
snatched up the morsel before the duck and ducklings were able to reach it. Lia
imagined how upset the duck must have felt.
“Don’t worry Dina, I’ve plenty more bread for you and your babies.” Lia assured
the mother duck as she picked off another bit of bread. “Besides, it’s nice to
share. Think about how happy that fish must feel now.” She added as she threw
another chunk of bread towards the duck, she had named Dina. The next hour
passed peacefully like this; with Lia making sure that each of the ducks, and
several of the fish, had all had at least a single piece of bread. Her conversation
with the ducks mirrored the lessons she had been taught during her schooling
hours. Outside of the basic reading and writing classes, these were mostly
lessons about the goddess Vita, and the gift of life she granted all that
lived. After she was out of bread, Lia started to think of names for the many
new ducklings that had recently hatched.
Lia was lost in the process when her older brother, Anton, rushed up to her.
She knew that something was wrong as soon as she saw him. His eyes were red and
puffy and through his panting she could hear him sniffling. Lia was eight, and
had known Anton her entire life, so this wasn’t the first time she had seen her
brother cry, but since he had grown into a teenager, it had become much rarer.
Whatever was wrong, it was bad enough to trump any feelings of embarrassment
that her brother may have been feeling regarding his tears.
“Lia, you need to come with me.” Between the sniffles and panting Anton was
having trouble talking.
“Why? What’s wrong?” Lia probed, nervous of the answer.
“It’s mum. She’s, well, she’s, something’s wrong with her. The healers are doing
their best, but they say, they’re saying, she doesn’t have long left.” Lia
didn’t fully understand what Anton had told her.
Lia was about to ask questions when she felt Anton take her by the hand and
pull her towards the inside of the temple. She let her brother lead her through
the interior of the building as she blindly followed through the many hallways
and up the stairs towards a part of the temple that she didn’t know that well. Before
she really had time to register it, she was standing in one of the many rooms
of the temple’s infirmary. She had never been here before, and she didn’t like
being here now. This was a place for grown-ups. Worse than that, it was a place
that she had noticed made the grown-ups sad. Lia looked around, the room was
long, with walls that were a pale, off-looking yellow colour; the colour
reminded her of old paper. While there was a desk with a nun behind it at the
end of the room, the rest of the room was full of beds. None of them looked
comfortable. They had bare metal frames and mattresses that were the same nasty
yellow colour as the walls. Most of these gross mattresses were hidden by beautiful
blue bed sheets, and thin but soft looking blankets. Most of these beds
contained people, but none of them looked happy. They all shared the same blank
eyed expression; like they were looking at the world but not quite seeing it.
Lia wondered why all the people looked like this.
“Hello Anton, Lia.” The soft voice startled Lia as she hadn’t notice anyone
approach her or her brother. The voice belonged to one of the nuns. She was
young, only a little older than Anton, with a kind face, and a smile that
didn’t feel genuine.
“Do you know what’s happened to her?” Lia heard the fear in her brother’s
voice.
“We can’t be certain, but Father Jones, a skilled healer, thinks that it was
her heart.” Lia didn’t understand what this meant.
“I’m sorry, but what does that mean? Will...” Anton choked on his words as he
tried to ask his next question, fresh tears welling up in his eyes as he
struggled with the words. “Will she be okay?” Lia hadn’t seen her big brother
act like this since she had been a baby, and he was a little boy. It was scary
to see her almost grown-up brother cry like this.
Why wasn’t she crying?
Was there something wrong with her?
She didn’t know. If she was being honest, she wasn’t sure what was happening.
“There’s no easy way to say this, but I’m afraid not. Her heart is weak; she
has hours at most. I’m sorry.” Lia could hear the kindness in the lady’s words.
It wasn’t enough to stop Anton from bursting into tears. He buried his face in
his palms and hid from the nurse and his sister. He turned to face the lady in
the bed next to them. He continued to sob like a little boy again.
Lia wasn’t sure what was happening or why she was here.
“Excuse me miss.” Lia began as she tugged slightly on the nurse’s long pink
dress. “What are we supposed to do?” The nun smiled at her, but the smile
looked sad. That confused Lia even more, how could a smile look sad. You smiled
when you were happy, yet this smile was sad. It made no sense to her.
“All you can do is say goodbye to your mummy.” That answer confused her even
more.
“Why? Where’s she going?” The nun’s smile faltered for a moment at this
question, but she recovered so quickly that it almost felt like she had never
stopped smiling at all.
“She’s going to be with Vita. You know Vita, right?”
“Yes, Father Mark talks about her a lot.”
“What does Father Mark say about her?”
“He says that she’s the mother, that’s like a mummy, to all the living things
in the world. She lives in her own realm, where she looks after all the souls
that are yet to be born. He says that we’re responsible for looking after the
lives that Vita puts into the world. That’s what we do here, at the temple.”
The nun’s smile broadened, feeling genuine for the first time, as Lia answered.
She felt proud of herself for remembering her lessons.
“That’s right. I look after people that get poorly. Most the time me and the
other healers can make them better so that they can enjoy Vita’s gift of life
for longer. Sometimes, we can’t make them better. When this happens, we get
them ready to go and be with Vita, or whichever God they worship. Does that
make sense?” Lia didn’t really understand it all, but she wanted to make the kind
lady smile again, so she lied.
“Yes it does. When people can’t get better, they go away to be with Vita.”
“That’s right. Your mummy is getting ready to be with Vita now. So, you and your
brother have to say goodbye to her.” Despite Lia having said the right thing,
the nun’s smile returned to looking sad.
“When will I be able to see mummy again?”
“You will see her when you go to be with Vita yourself, when you’re older.”
“Oh…” The word trailed off. Lia wondered how long that would be. She was eight
now, mummy was fifty-something, which meant, it would be longer than Lia had
been alive. That was a long time. While it didn’t really make complete sense to
her, she felt like she was beginning to understand why her big brother was
crying. If she wouldn’t see mummy in more years than she could remember, which
felt like forever, then that was sad.
How would mummy see her grow up and have babies of her own like Dina the duck?
Lia turned away from the nurse and looked up at the bed in front of her. For
the first time, she noticed that the lady in the bed was her mummy; but she
didn’t look right. Her normally dark skin was lighter than normal. She was
having trouble breathing, with the strained sounds of her raspy inhales marking
the passing of time. Worst of all were her eyes. They were looking towards
Anton, who was a blubbering mess. Despite her brother’s sobs, it was like mummy
didn’t see him.
“Mummy?” Lia called out, as she tugged on the blankets that covered her mummy.
Nothing happened. So, Lia tugged harder and called out louder. “Mummy‽” Still
nothing happened. She tugged as hard as she could on the blanket, pinching
mummy’s arm by mistake. “Mummy‽” At last, mummy turned to face her.
Mummy was looking at her, or rather, she was looking in her direction, but it
was like mummy couldn’t see her.
Normally when Lia came home from playing outside or learning about things in
class, mummy was so happy to see her. Mummy’s face would burst into a big,
happy smile, and she would ask about her friends in class, or the adventures of
the many ducks that lived in the pond. Other times, when Lia got into trouble,
she would come home to a sad or angry look on mummy’s face. Sometimes when
mummy was talking to other grown-ups, she would have expressions that Lia
didn’t understand.
Now though, it was different. Mummy didn’t look happy, or angry, or sad, or any
of the other looks that she had with grown-ups. She didn’t have any look on her
face at all. It was blank. Like the fancy dolls she had seen in the toy shops
in town.
Lia decided that she didn’t like that look.